I'm sorry my love.

i did wrong
i'm sorry will you forgive me?
*forgive or not forgive is the same, nonid to care much
this is wat u tell me.
is hurt =(

i did lie. u feeling of being betray.
i wont do tat again, believe me, will you?

last night, i did tell u tat i have slept
actually i'm not.
i'm learning a song
that want to compose for you.
for ur new yr gift.
learn till 4am smtg i only got to sleep. =)
because of playing piano,reluctantly i cut off my nails.
i have no nails now =S

now all have been ruin by me.
am i still can send it to u my dear?
thinkking tonite giving u this sweet surprise.
and all had ruin by me.
what have i done =(

*nothing gonna change my love for you
is the song tat i compose. ♥

sorry, i love you

=S

cant wake 2day,skipping class. sigh*
goin to school about 1pm.
she weird 2day.
couldnt guess wat she's thinkking.
don like tat feel =( sigh*

reach home about 2 smtg.
straight away on9-ing.
playing sdo whole day,
n she weird again.
she did unhappy,but i dono y =S
gosh, wat happen actually? zzz.
she not telling me, i'm not gona force too
juz hope she did be ok =)
juz worrying. zzz..lol

is smtg wrong btween our relation?
or i jus think much. =(
well....zzz >,<
dont thinking dont thinking
hypnotize myself. LMAO* xD

i being weirdo too.. lol.
the end...

christmas ♥

Is christmas eve

i went to prangin 1st

to fetch my ex & frens.

then i shock dear was there too.
wearing so simple with pink slippers? xD lol

meet up with college frens

issh..they dint date me together

fine~ wat frens are for~

p:s/ i ad hv plan so din follow them.ahaha

miss grace with her future bf chin kc there too..xD i wonder how they celebrate together

after tat we went to gurney

take a dinner at chooper board,order the wrong spegetti. vomit*
then meet up all my net fren : slyvia leng lui,yen,yori(gosh,she so tall), wing,yun ( my godsis frm pahang xD)

x'mas present to me :

my x'mas giftt from grace & my special fren

x'mas present for my dear :

navel ring ♥

i forget to take card picture =(

the end of day

chao~

i did cry

for a second you gone
yuan lai i did cry.

第七章。别走。

今天往常早上去补习

接着和朋友去吃板面后赶着去上学了。

还剩10分钟，上课就迟到，我驾得好快好快的

突然有辆TEKSI一直要从右手边割我，但我不给就和他拼了，最后我赢
好兴奋*哈哈，他hon我，我就开窗比他中指。哇哈哈。

傍晚回到家睡觉。

没么特别。

有时觉得被朋友忽略，好难受下。

这就是我妹妹的生日蛋糕

没什么特别的

可是妈妈买的就是特别了

这全部都是妈妈煮的=）
很好吃。

someone dont let go.
don get back the way it used to be
because u never know how much you mean to me

Special Post ♥

First of all

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NATASHA CHUAH

my dearest sis

i owe u a present xD

3.00am
everyone is sleeping.
i cant sleep =(
i drink coffee just now & make me still awake

suddenly feel so lonely
thinking alot again =(
feeling bad to those girls i hurt b4 especially her (ex)
other than a word, is still i'm sorry
i never mean to, juz tat i had fall for someone
SORRY.

because
someone had walk through with me when the day i'm alone
someone had comfort me when the day i cried
someone had be there for me when i need somebody
and someone had began to b part of my life

someone is a she =.=
she's sleeping now.
eager to msg her for her company,but dare not wake her up ><
she tired,mayb cried alot of the novel she read just now? perhaps* xD

is ok,i'll get in bed now
try to get some sleep.
chao* =)

P:S/ happy birthday again to you dear sis =))))
i will upload her b'day cake picture ^^ cheese cake~ xD

i might dono how you feel
i might dono wat you think
i might have none of the strength to comfort u

i might dono how you suffer
i might dono will you give up
i might make u in sadness and worry

one thing to know
i cant bear without u.

u'll b declare soon & sooner
as my evangeline & my princess.

第五章。i may cant bare without you ♥

You light, the skies up above me
A star, so bright you blind me
Don't close your eyes
Don't fade away
Don't fade away

Yeh you and me we can ride on a star
If you stay with me girl, we can rule the world
Yeh you and me we can light up the sky
If you stay by my side, we can rule the world.

If walls, break down, I will come for you
If angels cry, oh I'll be there for you
You've saved my soul
Don't leave me now
Don't leave me now

Yeh you and me we can ride on a star
If you stay with me girl, we can rule the world
Yeh you and me we can light up the sky
If you stay by my side, we can rule the world.

All the stars are coming out tonight
They're lighting up the sky tonight
For you
For you
All the stars are coming out tonight
They're lighting up the sky tonight
For you
For you,

don b my evangeline,

wont b ur raymond,

they are far apart.

be my princess

and i'll b ur frog.

yet,i'm "gone"

there'll b raymond & evangeline

=)

Bad Day again?zzz

Darn ..
CAMRY u knock my SLK mirror..!!!
u watch out for it..
car plat ( PDH 1161 )
i'll take my paybACK ==

whole day at home
still worrying
but feeling good today =)

i might not a good person

but i'll treat u nice =)

第四章。bad day

oh gosh,
today suppose go out with fren,
at last wat happen?
I PPK them ==
sorry Mr.fook & Mr. heng
my new shirt =(
i cant buy u
where r u
but GRACE says she bought d GIODANO red jacket for me
don noe bought dy not
p/s: before tat some1 had aso pick red for me dy^^

i hate you SLK
super little kancil* =D
she suddenly high temperature la
drive till half way stuck at jelutong road thr..issh!!
p/s: actually i 4get give her drink.. xDDD!!
8pm dad came take SLK home
i drove dad car
too big,scared..luckily ntg happen,thanks GOD,
love u GOD,muax!!

yet unhappy, how to let her to let go me =(
one things happy is to know some1 still like me =)

第三章。我恨我！

一封信把我吵醒了
“好久都没叫你醒了呢...”
我也很怀念。听着你的声音醒来原来真的好幸福
可幸福往往只是短暂的``

合您* （短暂的回忆我不会忘了。那是短暂的幸福）
-牙印
-更衣室==
-A&W
你好小只，抱我时，好像很吃力，我一半的人也把你遮住了。呵呵
轮我拥抱你的那一刻，我好不想放手。
好想这样的保护你，抱着你。
可这是不可能的事。
在我的背后拥有一份责任，是个一年多感情的责任。
我必须走完这个责任？到几时？

你说等，会好久的。
也许是月，也许是年
对你不公平
把我忘了，找个好对象。
可我舍不得！我好自私
不再缠着你
原来我也做不到``

我无法做选择
发现自己已慢慢的爱上你
却放不开1年多的感情
不是我放不下，只是不忍心那样的对她
自暴自弃，成为我的内疚``

我是被命运控制
没有选择的权利


你会等吗？
*让我拥有你一秒也好

wuhoo..finish IT test
actually so easy....
juz tat, i dint study
sooooooooooooo
i copy answer during the test xDD!!

teacher saw my mouth talking,
i quickly pretend coughing~ lol.
ehem ehem.....xDD

tat all la
some1 unhappy
i feel it ><

第二章。ＩＴ

TEST TEST TEST...4.09pm.

1 hour to go ><
help!! she sleeping..
nobody comfort me
im still blogging.. hell ! calling once...calling twice..
zzzz...

see see see!! my friend still sleeping~
that make me no worry in exam
coz got sombody accompany eat egg xDDD!!

Again report to "police station"==
5pm,will be my exam test,
i left 3 hours.
i have no time to study either..what can i do?
mind full of rubbish
frustrated, thinking thinking..

upset? what upset the most?
sorry? to whom i hurt ?
worry nor love ?zzz...

what hurt the most by RASCAL FLATTS
what a song..=))

第一章。

这是我第一次开部落格。

其实觉得部落格它很麻烦，每天要报到，感觉像是警察局==

蛮讨厌的``

这次开了，是被一个人影响了。

她也有部落格。

她让我想把我心声给抒发。

我的心声：

很多很多的，

那个人好特别，是个理想情人。

但我却不是个完美情人。

伤害人我最厉害

无心的伤害，是我永远无法原谅自己的``

她恨我，是应该。

不敢奢求原谅，因为我不配。

我也很辛苦，是我败给了命运，败给了心软，败给了不忍心。

对你是真心，只是，是我责任在身，

选择了无心的伤害。

我很该死！~

她不是玩具