Wednesday, April 28, 2010

cant upload video,
cant post anything..arghh
fed up

Monday, April 19, 2010

FML

I'm sorry again ,
this is the 5th time i made u unhappy.
before im together wif u i ad made u cry.
all i still remember how unhappy u are.
and this time is the 1st time,
u cant forgive me for so long.
it been 2days.
i'm so afraid.
wat i afraid of is i'll be losing of u.

还记得这个部落格是为了和你道歉而开。当时我很烂的伤了你
也是因为想让自己可以和你更靠近就继续更新了这个部落格。
我从来没那么认真,
很多想对你说的话,都信息和你说了。
我不知还有什么可以对你说的。

我不想说我没吃,吃不下
是因为不想你同情我,让你觉得我在博同情,所以骗你我会吃。
我不想说我没读书,读不进
是因为不想让你觉得内疚,不想让你担心。
我真的真的什么都不想说,可却忍得好辛苦。
我不想让你知道我哭了,因为我不想表现最弱的一面让你看见。
所以我只能冲凉时才哭,这样父母也不会知道,原来我难过了。
我装得很强,却装不出害怕的心。
你怕,我比你更怕。你担心,我比你更担心。
我也会害怕,只是不想让你知道,
因为我只想装强,好让你靠得住我。
你爱我,我比你更爱你,但我也不想让你知道,
因为我怕你知道会更容易离开我。

Saturday, April 17, 2010

Final paper + Dating

Wake up at 10+ am.
get prepare and went to library for study ~
with whom ?
friends ? classmate ?
noppee.. her =,= bahaa..

reaching there early, already quite full house,
about 12pm im reach, why nowadays people are so so so so hardworking =.=
cant they just stay at home, and sleeeep ? duh~ it weekend....

Fine, found a nice place for both of us.
im so concentrate, sudenly she poke me..>.<
because she stuck on that chinese falsafah ? lol
i have to help her to think some silly question for the chinese...zzz
manage to think somee..not bad,
since 3yrs ago i not been touching any chinese knowldge, i still smart enough..xDD !!

we had lunch at MCD, 2 set of fillet O fish.. arghh..too full, wat an idiot i'am
i shud be order 1 set and extra 1 burger. STUPID STUPID STUPID ~~@@
back to study, chit-chat in the car, playing around, skip skip skip..ehe

bafore back home, snap shot~
sleeping shot xD

she closing her forehead, why??
big big pimples there mah~~ xDD!!

look into my eyes.
are u inlove with me? ehehe


she dicking my nose.
OMG.. so dirty...>.<

aiyo, my little love one so shy shy,
^^

LOVE LOVE LOVE lots**














Oh, tat all for 2day~ ehee...
by the way, i kena SAMAN on my way home...
oOo u POLICE ~ i dono what i did wrong.
actually im wrong too la...watever...tak syok mean tak syok.. !!

Saturday, April 10, 2010

nothing to update

Nothing to update but still update.. xDD xSS
12 April will be my final year exam, after that i'll bcome senior.
will b having junior soon..hurayy !

Tami birthday is sooon too, so at here wishing her HAPPY BIRTHDAY !
wish her stay happy & no more emo bcoz of love stuff nah...kolian nia~~
and apologize i might not able to celebrate her birthday =(
coz the nex day i still have exam...sorry~

today, goin study wif my baby dear..
so crowded, coincidence sitting with my junior high school's friend..zzz
and they keep chit chatting, WTF, so noisy, make my babe fed up.
change place**
head to MCD, who knows, out of car park, is ok....i can stop at roadside,
and who knows again, i leave my money at library and it is in my pencil box !! argh ...
back to library having cup noodle~ making 1 for her too =))
(p/s: i always make those silly mistake infront of babe almost uncountable, i bet she never met this type of silly person)
ehe, however, so syok today. something hold on for too loooong since N
(p/s: since when har? i forget, u might remember not? )
cant release,
and today am release-ing..wahaha..=.=
but baby is scared, idk scared of wat.. =(( make me sad...sigh sigh sigh***
back home @ abt 6pm. watching her get on car....tata~

continue study at MCD near my house...but wat am i doing there??
look the picture below...xDD wahaha...