Finally

Time pass really quickly,
is December, yaa. is december
is was like a blink of eye, every thing change and pass
and like was finally, i'm gona head to a trip with her.

What was my feeling now?
am i happy? idk. complicated feeling running through my vein.
one second, i'm so happy that i'm able to be by your side for 24hours, take a good care of you
another second, i'm sad when trip ends in 5days,  and idk when we'll have chance to see each other again.
you don't have any reason to go out again. i'm really afraid that we'll getting cold and colder and at the end you gonna leave me. hmm.. ;(
dear, i'm really not prepared to lost you yet.

2011 of march, you might enter college
you'll have your own new life,new friends
and different concept.
u might mind what people know what are your relation.
if these happen, what am i suppose to do.
idk idk idk.
i dunwan i dunwan i dunwan...
i really not ready to let you go. :c dear ah dear..
how how how.. i know i'm irritable, sorry
please don't leave me :'c i need you la wey.