Tuesday, March 8, 2011

給我一個理由忘記


recently addicted to this song. it comfort me lot.
"Give me a reason to forget, give me a reason to let you go."

you dont understand, you can let it go just like that. Why?
do you love me? do you still love me? all i can just keep asking this. It annoying. ;'(
is quite long we had been together dear, dont you feel pity that we just end this way?
What wrong actually? hmm.. what wrong that our relation had to came to this cold?
How do you feel to see me cry and tears for you?
do you feel sad for me?

i HATE myself to love you THIS MUCH.
i really wish to forget you, gone from your life. but i cant make it, FML !
why ? whyyyyyy and why??? it annoying, i'm annoying. i'm SORRY ! i just cant figure it out.
is it we lack of hang out, lack of time to be together? that the problem turn out to happen this?
just give me a reason can you? at least give me a reasonable reason to comfort me, can you?

There's alot of 'I DONT KNOW' in your mind. you confused, this ur 1st time in a long relation. you dont know why you become like that too, you dint expect to be with a person that long, i know, i understand.
i'm sorry to push you that hard, i'm really sorry if i had make you tired. and i'm sorry i need a reason too.
and i'm sorry i still have to love you. and sorry i couldnt let you go. sorry..
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ;(

I can still remember so clearly our moment before.
i miss it like so seriouly. :'( i miss the old us, that we used to hang out in library,
i miss to study with you , miss to go movie with you and ur sis c:
miss that we use to hang out at my house when ur rumah sukan, heh. c; sometime we'll go prangin to buy things, and more often we went to temple chit-chat.
i'm so like to poke ur tummy, and you so like to hit my chest, heh.
dear, i really miss you.

im sorry, i should try to control myself not to miss you anymore.
you are not her anymore, sometimes i really wish we shouldnt get met up
from the begining, if i dint ask kinn for ur number, we wont turn up to be like this.
or if i dint agree to be tgt, we might be a best friend somehow, or something more than a best friend.
at least like that i can hang out with you.

sorry dear. so sorry, i never blame you.

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