Hello, i realized that my blog is being so doom and emo. -.- all those farking miserable post. tsk tsk* bet you guys feel emo on behalf me ;p
okay, no more emo post xD here's my outing post. i dont really like to write much, so let have some picture to look :)
I went for hiking. Pantai Keracut, Penang . it took us 1.5hour, 3KM to reach the beach. u can imagine how tough and far is it. :/
This is our entrance. Say cheeeese* morning 8.30am start.
i like that kido with a "peace" hand sign beside me :p FYI, she the shortest among us. x) and she join us for hiking LOL. i wonder short leg have any burden in hiking? xD
Starting point*
walk walk stop stop and snap , put ur hand in the air** xD
imma so rude. oOo xD
Finally we reach the beach. took some pics again. x)
well well, imma so cool wey x) agree? bahaha. joking*
hey guys, im a monkey xD
Here's the BEACH, the " Bitch " xD
imma so enjoyable ..heheee.. LOVE ma live. x)
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something had confuse my mind i dont know how to express it. it just way too complicated.
i meet some situation that i dont know how to handle. i fall for a person that i shouldnt be fall with. i become the position that i mustn't be in her's heart. and become a destroyer in her relation.
i dont like you at the 1st place and 1st sight, im sooooo dislike you and damn "law" you before i knew you, and the most important is that i know that you're not available ! so i never tot anything with it.
But now what the heck is going wrong with me? everything just happen too fast till i unable to catch it. And when i realize, i just knew i like you lot. THIS LOT ! I shouldnt.... I fucking shouldnt.. ! Im so serious in fucking trouble .
I'm so dilemma now, tell me what shud i do? hmm... i should pull myself away from you and smile. Tell you that i'll be fine...no worry my princess. that is wat i suppose to do. Dont ever feel sorry. is ain't anyone fault... Leave it, and left those word that unspoken. :')
2nd dilemma, is the same problem, i'm not a guy, i'm so not a man nor boy. i cant give you any forever promise. eventually u'll be choosing a guy.
Real fuck it ! why should i have to be a girl ?! why on earth this things couldnt be acceptable by society hmm? Do you anyone understand my feelings? and those pressure i should bear?
