i still confusing
still bluring
what should i do huh?
what suppose i should do to make you touch?

i already work hard, try hard, do hard, pray hard
to get ur heart back, dear.
are u backk yet? hmm..?

yesterday was our 9months.
aint short aint long
u can just forget it all like tat,
but i can't dear.. i can't.

how we been through this year
these month, u really forget all?
forget all the feel we use to be? hmmm?

u know what,
i miss ur feel
i miss ur fragrance smell
i miss ur hug
i miss ur smile
i miss ur facee
i miss u so much so much dear
& i miss the way u use to love me.

what things tat make me worry and cant let u go is ur next relationship.
i'm not slefish tat wana own u forever
it just i worry that can u meet the next better than me
i worry can he treat u nicee
i worry can he give u everything that u want
i worry will he loves u as much as i do till the end?
i worry will he hurt u in physically
because he is a boy, tat makes me worry much, my dear

i'm sorry i'm not a boy.
i wish to take u as wifee so much if i can.
but u wont choose this road forever too rite..?
juz because i'm just a girl :(
but if u willing, i do really wana prove to u
don tell me i was too young to think this
if this is wat i choose for i'll work hard to achieve & prove to it.

i know u still young,u still have many pathway choose to go & whom to spend with
that y i wana protect u as long as i can till u meet the one i can count on.
people will laugh me that i'm too naive, go ahead
i know i love you and this is what i can do to you
mayb not in physically but in mentally.

dear, promise me take care urself & protect & love urself.
baby, sorry
i love u so much