this is a msg for you. Recently we had a serious quarrel, and i almost lost you when you decide to leave.
i miss us, i really miss us. miss the way we use to be.i know we arent the perfect match, attitude and opinion we having serious conflict, we're sweet on the outside, but rotten inside. im so sorry u had to go thru with all these problems. This ain't i want either.
Do u still remember how we know each other? i remember clearly . "i know you, your name is amanda" this is my 1st word to u. hah, it simple and yet funny that i had stop u from introduce. From that day, we train, we overnite in the same house and the best part you slept beside me after i just knew you for 2nd day in training camp.
That moment, i had no intention on you, lol. Somehow this is fate? U've been my love now for 10months.
An aint long nor short duration, how did we passed for this 10months? We started to get involve in each other life, started to control each other and strictly forbid each other, these matter getting us worst and far apart.
Dear i had to tell you im sorry, i had lead you to this, i had started all of this, and i dont know how to make things back to old ways and make it right anymore.
Al l i can say is that i love you , is really much and lot. Actually I really cant imagine how would my life would be without you. I had used to having you all around the time. We eat together, sleep together, play together, movie together.......and lot. How can i erase all these memory? Teach me how can i let you go since i had long enough to hold ur hand almost for 24hours every day. I know i wont lost you by now but someday somehow when it time i had to let you go. Still, this moment havent reach and yet we alrd had great fight. Each time we quarrel, we are more far apart. I miss you, i really miss you lot that you cant imagine.
What should i do to make you love me more and make things right?
Your sincerly,
beloved
Vannez chuah
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